|insecurities 2 by xxprettywhenucry|
This could intensify our recognition of the space we "go it alone" or are "treated worse/have less/receive less attention than other people" - it sometimes manifests as the space we "feel sorry for ourselves".
And I don't say this to trivialize it or to make it something less than something real. It's real. It can eventually manifest as physical illness.
It's time to call it out of the shadows and give it an armchair and a hot cup of cocoa.
Chiron's issues (shame, vulnerability, inadequacy, emotional pain) including health issues, will get some kind of movement now.
The irony with Chiron is that this is often the space we can heal others whether or not we can heal ourselves.
That thing we can do for others but can't seem to do for ourselves - the good advice we always give but don't follow - those spaces are connected.
For some of us instead of a foul mouthed Jiminy Cricket (anyone remember Jiminy Cricket?) sitting on our shoulder telling us how awful we are, we do the job ourselves. And then because it’s now part of our self structure, we will hang onto that conviction with a death grip (as if it were something precious ... because it is actually - it's part of our gift to the planet, but we have to transform it first).
The salve/cure is always empathy - cue Brene Brown. There could be a breakthrough moment with this now.
If you have any planets 16-21 degrees of the mutable signs (Gemini, Virgo, Sagittarius, Pisces) you have probably been working through something in your Pisces house since Chiron went retrograde in late June. You may not get what you need from others with this. Self nurture. Read some Brene Brown. Play some Adele. Give yourself a break.