tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3644717516426101893.post7906091616554618627..comments2024-03-22T15:37:29.563-04:00Comments on jersey girl looks up: the stuff that can come back around and bite us .... an astrological updateCatherine Ivinshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01642469475264570967noreply@blogger.comBlogger13125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3644717516426101893.post-64429924602430194452016-10-07T08:37:36.002-04:002016-10-07T08:37:36.002-04:00No, I wouldn't say fear defines you or your li...No, I wouldn't say fear defines you or your life - Pluto makes us very conscious of life's bleaker aspects. There is transformation of fear or trauma. With Pluto there are no rose colored glasses, so we are always being tempted to look away (and for others a temptation to either look away from us or to not be able to stop looking) - we have to take Pluto very slowly. You have other important aspects too - you have Venus very strong in artistic Libra in the 11th house and Jupiter in the 10th house, not just Pluto. I see your solar return Moon is in Aries in the 10th - so you could be more emotionally focused on work next year and with Aries there do something new - probably just need to guard against being too impulsive with work. Either you bring more emotions to your work (nurturing, maternal) or you bring a more serious approach to your emotions. There could also be marital stuff next year with the Moon here. It can also make your work more public. The Moon has challenging aspects to Mars - anger, restlessness, impatience and Pluto - fate, breaking established routines. It has helpful aspects with Venus - attracting what you want, support from others and Saturn - intuition marries realism, feeling the need to achieve security, the strict mother. If you want to email me some background it will be easier to know what to look for. Thanks again Renate! xoCatherine Ivinshttps://www.blogger.com/profile/01642469475264570967noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3644717516426101893.post-2559434205310441332016-10-07T02:45:06.610-04:002016-10-07T02:45:06.610-04:00Thank you so much, Cat! I wish I could sit down wi...Thank you so much, Cat! I wish I could sit down with you and discuss some of this in detail, giving you some background. And thank you in advance for looking into my solar return.<br />I am having a real problem with what you say is my 'path' - to be a force in this world. So maybe fear is the thing that defines me and my life. Any thoughts? xostregatahttps://www.blogger.com/profile/14573668708723922929noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3644717516426101893.post-29367819323982622022016-10-06T22:19:08.187-04:002016-10-06T22:19:08.187-04:00With Pluto in the 10th you have probably felt sinc...With Pluto in the 10th you have probably felt since you were a little girl that you were here to do something important and you are actually (!) - that Pluto in the 10th (and Pluto being your chart ruler) could have you imagining too many career/public life landmines. You are here to heal, lead, inspire in a public way. The shadow of this is maybe being out of kilter with your own values or becoming a tyrant and I know you have avoided this! Imagine if you stand before God at the end of your life and he asks you "so, what did you do for a living?" how would you want to answer this .... Pluto here also makes your public life/career outside your own control at times. That can be challenging since he's your chart ruler and you have 2 planets (one of them your Sun!) and the North Node in Scorpio answering to that 10th house Pluto. Fear itself is the obstacle. <br /><br />Your 'path' is basically in a nutshell - born to be a force in this world and to stand for something you believe in. Follow your own fire/desire/passion and you'll find the shape of that destiny. And since it is actually a 'destiny' you need to believe that there is more at work here than your own will or desire - you are the trigger but the universe itself favors the expression of your Plutonian mission. If you can believe this, trust this and move with it, synchronistic coincidences begin to unfold, charging your path with power, connections, good luck. <br /><br />(there is also a 3rd house wounding ether something about siblings or one sibling in particular or the lack of siblings or maybe something about communication and being heard - needing to be able to speak without worrying about being heard - this is a Chironic wound so often something you can help others with or you work with in some way but never quite heal yourself - like being a voice for people who cannot speak for themselves in some way and this is in Aquarius so really outside the box somehow?)<br /><br />Let me look at your solar return this weekend for your year ahead to see where all this is going - your solar return (the chart starting at your birthday and through the 12 months until your next birthday) looks like an inner focus for next year - more about what you are doing inside than outside in the world. That transitting Uranus has just moved into your 6th house of day to day things, health, pets so maybe some up and down stuff there ahead. You've got Jupiter conjunct Venus in your 2nd house in your solar return could be good for money/love, benefits through partnerships. I'll write more early next week! xo<br /><br />also I can delete this after you have read it just let me know!Catherine Ivinshttps://www.blogger.com/profile/01642469475264570967noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3644717516426101893.post-85722621776854488882016-10-06T22:18:55.319-04:002016-10-06T22:18:55.319-04:00Ok Renate - first you are still in the energy of y...Ok Renate - first you are still in the energy of your Saturn Return (Saturn returning to the degree when you were born, every 28 years) - that is huge. There is probably no way to feel settled until that energy dissipates more. If you look at what you had going on the last time Saturn was in Sagittarius (85-88) you will probably see some big life events you were dealing with then and the same goes for this return or this can be more of a check-up. And you have Saturn in your first house conjunct your North Node and very close to your Sun and Mercury - this stuff is not for sissies. You also had a Jupiter return so a new 12 year chapter in your 10th house of public life/career is starting now, too. With both of these things in the same year it is certain you would be feeling out of touch with goals - so much closing out, so much just beginning. <br /><br />You have this very Plutonian chart. Tremendous strength. Intense. Passionate. This life is designed to be about you and not a life where you can depend on someone else for everything - Scorpio North Node usually learns through loss, so maybe life starts out more materially comfortable and then you come to learn some of these things are not so necessary after all, or however this plays out. Your progressed Sun is in Capricorn so certainly people take you seriously. <br /><br />Some kind of trauma to the divine feminine in your mother's ancestral life (and maybe your own childhood or maybe you just carry it to evolve it) that you are working out. You have this truth-sayer thing. You have Pluto (fate, karma) in the 10th house (public life) in Virgo and we have just had a long period of time when so much energy has been marching through Virgo and pinging this. Multiple 'fated' things that had to/have to be dealt with. You probably attract a lot of people with strong Virgo in their charts actually. <br /><br /><br />Catherine Ivinshttps://www.blogger.com/profile/01642469475264570967noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3644717516426101893.post-24973554568409850132016-10-05T02:15:21.207-04:002016-10-05T02:15:21.207-04:00I know you haven't forgotten, Cat. Thank you a...I know you haven't forgotten, Cat. Thank you again! xostregatahttps://www.blogger.com/profile/14573668708723922929noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3644717516426101893.post-57961752299274965422016-10-04T20:00:42.795-04:002016-10-04T20:00:42.795-04:00I haven't forgotten Renate! I have this schedu...I haven't forgotten Renate! I have this scheduled for Thursday to see what is happening in your chart. xoCatherine Ivinshttps://www.blogger.com/profile/01642469475264570967noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3644717516426101893.post-48620568905213763162016-09-30T16:23:48.243-04:002016-09-30T16:23:48.243-04:00That is close enough Renate - thanks.That is close enough Renate - thanks.Catherine Ivinshttps://www.blogger.com/profile/01642469475264570967noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3644717516426101893.post-13544711847076253992016-09-30T15:48:28.514-04:002016-09-30T15:48:28.514-04:00Hi Cat - no, I don't live in Berlin now. I am ...Hi Cat - no, I don't live in Berlin now. I am just north of Munich, about 50 km. Do you need more precise information? xostregatahttps://www.blogger.com/profile/14573668708723922929noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3644717516426101893.post-50572752152913552052016-09-30T12:49:23.076-04:002016-09-30T12:49:23.076-04:00Hi Renate - I will look at your natal chart and al...Hi Renate - I will look at your natal chart and also your solar return chart for the time after your birthday - are you still in Berlin?Catherine Ivinshttps://www.blogger.com/profile/01642469475264570967noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3644717516426101893.post-69167432716709696582016-09-30T12:42:38.647-04:002016-09-30T12:42:38.647-04:00OK Renate - will look! xoOK Renate - will look! xoCatherine Ivinshttps://www.blogger.com/profile/01642469475264570967noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3644717516426101893.post-11155769666173925052016-09-30T09:53:05.479-04:002016-09-30T09:53:05.479-04:00Thank you, Cat! I feel very much like I have lost ...Thank you, Cat! I feel very much like I have lost my way - can you see my 'path'?<br />I really appreciate your taking the time to do this. Big hugs. xostregatahttps://www.blogger.com/profile/14573668708723922929noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3644717516426101893.post-82018484325943148022016-09-30T09:23:29.835-04:002016-09-30T09:23:29.835-04:00Definitely Renate! Any particular area or focus? x...Definitely Renate! Any particular area or focus? xoCatherine Ivinshttps://www.blogger.com/profile/01642469475264570967noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3644717516426101893.post-69033059789996612842016-09-30T01:43:10.612-04:002016-09-30T01:43:10.612-04:00Thanks for the update about Olive - I am so glad t...Thanks for the update about Olive - I am so glad to hear that she is doing well. I am sure the jumpiness will ease with some more time. <br />One sentence in this post is really 'singing' in my ears: 'We need to focus on what our heart wants (if it's in your heart it's in your chart!)' - could you look at my chart and tell me what you see? If it isn't asking too much. Thank you for all your support. xostregatahttps://www.blogger.com/profile/14573668708723922929noreply@blogger.com